Michelle Liu: Before the Cultural Revolution, what was your life like?
Xi Zhao: My life was normal and happy. My parents were doctors in the city of Changchun in northeastern China. My family usually went to parks or to the zoo on Sundays. I was a high school student. I dreamed of being a doctor one day, like my parents.
ML: What changed when the Cultural Revolution started?
XZ: Chairman Mao wanted to smash the “Old World” by breaking the barriers of social classes. People born in workers’ or peasants’ families were honored and promoted. But my father and other landowners were labeled “the enemy of the Revolution.” Later, [propaganda] posters were everywhere, criticizing intellectuals. My dad was humiliated on stage by crowds of people. Life changed completely. Joy was gone.
School changed too. My classmates recited Chairman Mao’s words every day. They argued with each other. My family background was considered “bad,” so I was quiet and often sat alone. Furthermore, students started to humiliate and beat our teachers! Some teachers were shaved half bald. Some were hit with belts or wooden boards.
In 1967, the Revolution escalated. College students and factory workers with “good” family backgrounds joined the Red Guards. They danced in the streets carrying Chairman Mao’s medallions, committing their loyalty. Red Guards attacked army barracks and took away guns.
My mother forbade us to go out. At night, we slept under our beds to protect us against stray bullets. Everyone went into panic.
ML: Were you a Red Guard?
XZ: Only students from families of revolutionary cadres, peasants, and the working class could join. Red Guards were very loyal to Chairman Mao. My family background was “bad,” so I was not qualified for the Red Guards.
ML: Was property damaged?
XZ: Yes. Chairman Mao proposed to break with the “Four Olds”: old ideas, old culture, old customs, and old habits. So they renamed shops, streets, and schools. They ransacked museums, temples, and ancient tombs. And they burned old books, paintings, pottery, and murals. The losses were tremendous.